DEKAT DAH

tinggal lagi 5 hari [dari tarikh aku post nih]

haihh..apahal la kejap sangat?

tapi..tak boleh ke kejap lagi?

aku nak balek rumah nih

asal la lewat sangat habis?

kenapa? mengapa? bagaimana? dimana? apakah?

tapi tak pa

yang penting sekarang aku fokus study

sebab

FINAL DAH DEKAT!

alamak! pejam celik pejam celik

habis rupanya 1st year 2nd sem aku

ahaha...tak sabar pulak nak balik cuti nih

tapi sedih gile cuti GAWAI tahun nie CANCEL

bengong punya jadual

apa pun, all the best kepada semua budak-budak UTP


konklusi : hari ini misi berjaya...habiskan 2 bab moral..esok sambung

EVERYDAY IS MOTHER'S DAY

when was mother's day actually being celebrate? is it on 8th of May or is it on 9th of May? well, i don't care that...and i don't need to know that..it's not that i'm not concern on so called special-day for someone called mom...but it's just that my way of interpreting mothers's day and how i value my mom is much-much more than what mother's day is. for me, everyday is like a mother's day...coz i never stop thinking about my mom, whatever single things i'm doing or have done, my mom will always be at the top of the list. she'e just the greatest woman i've ever met in my life. she has taken care of me, since i was not even exist in this world. and until now, at the age of 20, she never stop taking care of me...how would i find any other woman besides her that willing to do this to me? i guess, she the one and only. i wonder if she was never exist, would i exist too? it's just a simple question with simple answer. a man never exist without a woman called mother! so, never stop loving your mom, value her, appreciate her more than you ever appreciate other things, coz without her, we are nothing. and that's the reason why i felt like everyday is mothers day! to my mom mdm. ngabes daneu, i love u so much....more than what i can say, and what i can do...may God bless you always, forever you are my greatest!

in memories...my graduation day during my form 5...[in red in my mom]

konklusi : i love my mom, more than everything!

HUJAN PUN MASIH PANAS

emo gik kah?? k apa emo, aku dah padah minggu emo ku dah habis...mun ktk orang rasa mok nyambung emo ya, sambung jak sia..aku dah habis dah..haha...ow, aok ow, tok aku mok nulis pake bahasa sarawak gik..blog aku nak? suka hati la mok pake bahasa apa...mun ada orang sik paham, carik translater sia..sik da, pande-pande la ow? 

so, post tok aku mok klaka pasal cuaca la gik..aku rasa sepa-sepa yang dudok dalam UTP tok [UTP ya u tempat aku blaja] konfirm berasa juak...panas nya yo bih!!! kedak apa jak..mok polah keja pun sik nyaman...mala jak peluh-peluh...tido pun kedak ya...hish..kedak apa jak...rasa panas tok bukan kejap bukan baruk, tapi dah berbulan-bulan dah...tegal ya la kali banyak kelas eskep sik pegi, sebab malas mok jalan jauh..panas bah..haha..g kelas pun, sampe-sampe jak dah basah baju..bukan boleh fokus pun..tapi sik pa, last week lecture aku pegi suma klas...sik da ku skip..yeaaaayeaahh!! ya aim aku..sik skip final week lecture..success!

ya cita pasal sik pegi kelas, tok mok cita pasal apa jadi dalam bilit aku gik...mok tauk?? haa, start panas-panas tok, suma jadi sik betol..kenak kah? sik tahan panas mok tido tek nak, apa gik, beralih-alih la suma tilam dari katil...angkat ngkah kat lantey jak..sebab direct dibah kips, sejuk kit mun tido..haha..nang kreatif...tapi cita angkat-angkat tilam tok, roomate aku la ow? aku malas mok polah giya, tilam berat..tilam spring kata orang tek..so, panas ka sik, tido jak la ngan tilam atas katil..haha..mok tangga bukti? tok nya..

tok tilam roomate aku..bukan aku k? hahaha...[maaf roomate, tilammu menjadi bahan bukti]

kinek tok dah masok study week, seminggu gik mok final...aduh! gney tok? susah la mok study mun panas-panas kedak tok...sik masok otak apa diblaja..haha...petang-petang asa mok tido jak...malam-malam online...kedak ne ya? haha..p, xpa la..giney-giney pun kenak blaja juak..final eyh, ada anco lak..menonggeng...haha..moga-moga lepas tok hujan turun 2-3 hari sik henti-henti, baruk sejuk kit kali...tok hujan pun kejap-kejap, ne ndak post aku alu padah HUJAN PUN MASIH PANAS.

konklusi : bila la mok ujan tok...hishh...

EMO-EMO

this week everyone's busy talking about hot topic..what is it? EMO-EMO stuff?? well...i just said, i'm one of this emo-emo week participant..but one thing i don't understand is why other people who don't know anything and not even related to it keep on saying about this...or is it you guys are also in emo-emo week? as if my emo-emo things are pointed to you...and seems like you are posted something on your facebook wall and status just to hit me back? i thought guys didn't do that, but well, you people is over than girl i think...it really annoyed, i guess not only me, but anyone too...why need to keep yourself involve in other people business if you are totally not related at all? well...guys, if you keep doing this, you just makes things worst ok...came on, be a real man, if you not satisfied with my status or post, then come and we can make it man-to man situation, tell me...at least i can explain the real situation...whether or not, it is related to you..don't just simply make your own assumption...that's show how immature you are...stupid isn't?

well, just recap about how this emo-emo week get started...it all starts when i started to know one by one, the truth that i expect it never happen. well, this teach me a lot, about how i shouldn't trust anybody..except myself and my God...well, now the situation is getting better...between me and the REAL RELATED person, we're almost done, even apologise...but i guess, another people who KNOWS NOTHING are just started to be like batu api to this situation. you are actually the one who makes yourself emo, without  any reason...how should we called this kind of person? #$@#!&! i think...haha...living with so called back-ups behind you makes you dare i think...but do i care? no, not at all, coz you are not the one i'm dealing with...but yes, after the big thing settled down, you are now the one i think i need to deal with...

but it's better for me to keep it silence...well, for whatever happen, BEST FRIENDS are still the one i respect most, i care most. whatever nonsense and bad things you said behind me, i just accept it, even though it hurt me a lot [this is not emo, but the real things i feel now] but i will not gonna do the same thing to my besties. i appreciate you guys for being such nice friends of me. when i said this, don't think that i'm afraid of you, as i never afraid of anyone, except my GOD..and with this post, i would like to wish all my BEST FRIENDS + friends all the best for your final exam...may God blessed your life..:)

konklusi : sometimes, there's always something people done to you and it really hurt you. but the best way to deal with it is by keep forgive them, and pray for them to always get the best in your life. as for the one you once hate and angry with, give them time to apologize and forgive them too. the rest, leave it to God.